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I’m thinking wishing hoping things will get better. I hold my head up telling myself to smile and be happy I smile and see other people smile that I am happy for. But can’t help feel somewhere inside of me deep down I feel so empty sad and lonely. Unsatisfied with life constantly crying inside my mind. I don’t believe in depression as a sickness it’s all in the mind a way of thinking but why is it I can’t shake this feeling? I hope I can obtain true happiness soon…